ONCE UPON A TIME

A couple of friend is happy to be together
till they feel lost if they don't contact each other
even the fact they are far from each other
but the bond of the friendship
and their feeling that grow fonder towards themselves
tightly tied them up
not easy to be broken or cut up
as in their heart
i love her because of Him

day came and gone
month stopped by and leaved
the time passed by without looking at them
each day
they get used to each other
they can read each other well
about their behaviour definitely
at first
one of them can bear it
that she is quite inquisitive to her
but later
things became worse
she doesn't like her friend
for being like a busybody of her
thus did anything to force her to leave
her friend refused not to leave
and there...
it's began

the disturbance girl
felt guilty for everything
actually she doesn't want to leave her
because she realized her friend need a company
but her friend insisted to be left alone
and she has to give up even she doesn't want to

as she left her friend
she memorized everything that she has done
she found out
she is being too much towards her friend
she felt like an idiot, dumb, daft
a lot of mistakes has she done to her good friend
just a question for her friend
are there any chance for her to get an apology?

right now
she has left her friend
without telling anything to her
she felt really hurt at first
as leaving her is not an easy thing to be done
a promise made between she and Him
she tried hardly to hold onto it
and keep it always

friend
i don't want to have
such a big talk about the promise
maybe you already feel annoyed to me
for saying that so many times
and perhaps
i already break the promise
but i will never be glad for breaking it
frankly i'm confused with it
should i leave you if He gives the chance to hear you ?
don't you think by doing that
i'll waste the oppoturnity?

i really miss you
even we have the time to be with
i'm hurting myself
i don't want to be happy with you right now
why?
i don't know
why should i do this?
so i can learn to put all of my hopes on Him
not to human
even to someone i really care
so one day
i can be strong
and you could be strong
because we have Him by us