BECAUSE OF HIM

I am having no friend before

Longing for a love from someone

Other than Him, at once

Viewing my opinion about friend

Especially about you

Youths always dream a bed of roses

Of their lives like I do

Unfortunately not everything is beautiful

Better for me not to dream like them

Eternally I will realize

Cute life is not easy to have

As a friend like you

Used to realize me about it

Somehow I know a friend

Exactly such you, are wonderful, amazing

Has a lots of secret inside

It is really exciting to have you right now

My friend

PASS WITH FLYING COLOUR DUDE !!!

It is so hard to know her result from her but
her friend told her that
she is in the third position in her class
masyaAllah, she had beaten me up
anyway, the funny thing is
she failed her addmath like me
hahaha....not nice to laugh at her...
still, i respect her for the victory
for army, student of maktab mahmud alor setar,
one of the prefect of this school,
congratulation buddy !!
keep it up..okay !
you know what ???!!!
you look so happy with your friend
maybe from outside
you look quiet, but actually
you`re not....hehhee :)
i think this is the first time
i`ve seen you such this happy
again, congratulation..
for the next year
let`s compete for every test okay !!

CONFUSING ME...

Are you the one,
Received you should I do as
My Creator sent me ?
You make me wonder somehow

I need an explanation
So I can get clear about us

Care about you always I do
Or I`ll feel guilty for neglecting you
Nevertheless I realize
For everything that I did is nothing for you
Uncomfortable is the only thing that you feel
Since I`m by your side
I try to glad you but
No matter what i`ve done to you, yet, still
Getting you feel sick with me

Maybe i should leave, should not get into your life and
Everything will be fine like always

FEAST OF MAKTAB STUDENTS ~ 4 IBNU SINA

 

 So, these are the students...let see, we got addin and army here...also we have nurul izzati jihadi, wahibah, aina the papparazi and else that i don`t recognize...haha...
come on, guess which is army and addin..hehe...you guys know what ? addin looks different here..i don`t know why...ask her..
and army...hahaha...i love her baju kurung.. its colour so striking...and her smile....oh dude, if i`m just by her side right now, i`ll ask her to smile nicely...she looks cute like a child...^_^" but don`t tell her, ok !
addin said they had played the music chair during the feast, if she doesn`t mind, i would like to watch it too...:) hey addin ! will you upload that video for me ? please say yes...(desperately)

the food that have been prepared...masyaAllah, such a big feast....haha..for those who involved in this feast, don`t mind me ok...
yo ! check this out...someone was sitting on a table....hahaha... i wonder why she looks alone...did she wear a watch ? i can`t see it....

p/s: for addin, hope you won`t get mad on me for this...

SONG FOR STUDENT WHO LIKE TO STUDY

If you wanna succeed
you can have it
but promise me please
you have to study
you must get ready
but don`t forget
to pray oftenly
as it is going
to be nothing if you leaving it
we need Him indeed
or else we are dying

I made this song for everyone but just women can listen to it as my voice need to be taken care of.
dear addmath, thanks to you, I get an idea to make this song.
Even I have failed in addmath, but it doesn`t mean I`ll loose to you forever. I will prove that I can do it.Huh..watch out addmath.....I`m coming after you!!!

A SONG FOR ARMY

She`s like the sun behind the cloud
shining her light straight into my life
she is like the stars filling the sky
glimmering the dark of my night
how i`m happy with her presence
how i wanna befriend with her
oh my friend, do you hear me by this time ?
I`m wondering alone

My heart wanna be with you
myself wanna see you too
but are you willing to see ?
as for you I`m someone new

HAPPY FOR THEM

I look at the page
showing me their conversation
they are so happy with their friend
laugh
making jokes
and having fun
i'm so happy seeing them happy with their friends
it is so nice
cheering
and even sometime
I laugh too for their jokes....

I know
I 'm just someone new
don't understand them well
and don't know how to make them happy
but
I feel so happy
seeing them having great time with their friends
If I could do the same thing...
subhanallah

I got a message from someone
that I would like to have a chat with
haah..sigh
I felt guilty of a sudden
this is not the time
I can't have a great time with them
why?
because....
something...
that sometime
i forgot to hold onto it

Do I block myself
from being happy
by doing this ?
I don't know
but
frankly speaking
yes, i do feel hurt
as I have to leave them
I afraid if they hate me one day
when I try to get into their lives back

Dear my good friends army and qasrus,
if everything that I did today
making you guys feel hurt
I am sorry
I really don't mean to
Just sorry
sorry as it is so hard to explain
please, do understand me,
will you guys ?

Deeply from my heart
I am so happy having friends like both of you
you guys
really make me think
the real meaning of friend and friendship
before this
I have never think about this
never care about friend
for me
friend is not so necessary
but now
I realized
how I was so wrong about that

Allah hear me
how I was so happy having you guys
when I feel down
I come back to Him
telling Him my problems
when He sends me you guys
I am so happy and I thank Him
when I did wrong to you
I felt guilty
I apologized you
and I pray to Him
Oh Allah
I made a lot of silly mistakes to them
forgive me please
send my regard to them
tell them how I am sorry for the mistakes

ONCE UPON A TIME

A couple of friend is happy to be together
till they feel lost if they don't contact each other
even the fact they are far from each other
but the bond of the friendship
and their feeling that grow fonder towards themselves
tightly tied them up
not easy to be broken or cut up
as in their heart
i love her because of Him

day came and gone
month stopped by and leaved
the time passed by without looking at them
each day
they get used to each other
they can read each other well
about their behaviour definitely
at first
one of them can bear it
that she is quite inquisitive to her
but later
things became worse
she doesn't like her friend
for being like a busybody of her
thus did anything to force her to leave
her friend refused not to leave
and there...
it's began

the disturbance girl
felt guilty for everything
actually she doesn't want to leave her
because she realized her friend need a company
but her friend insisted to be left alone
and she has to give up even she doesn't want to

as she left her friend
she memorized everything that she has done
she found out
she is being too much towards her friend
she felt like an idiot, dumb, daft
a lot of mistakes has she done to her good friend
just a question for her friend
are there any chance for her to get an apology?

right now
she has left her friend
without telling anything to her
she felt really hurt at first
as leaving her is not an easy thing to be done
a promise made between she and Him
she tried hardly to hold onto it
and keep it always

friend
i don't want to have
such a big talk about the promise
maybe you already feel annoyed to me
for saying that so many times
and perhaps
i already break the promise
but i will never be glad for breaking it
frankly i'm confused with it
should i leave you if He gives the chance to hear you ?
don't you think by doing that
i'll waste the oppoturnity?

i really miss you
even we have the time to be with
i'm hurting myself
i don't want to be happy with you right now
why?
i don't know
why should i do this?
so i can learn to put all of my hopes on Him
not to human
even to someone i really care
so one day
i can be strong
and you could be strong
because we have Him by us